In case you haven't really noticed I don't post very much on this site anymore. I do however post quite frequently on my Live Journal. Here's the link:
Cory's Live Journal
Cory Mac at 12:32 PM---
This didn't turn out quite like I had expected it to...Cory Alan McLaren's Aliases
Your movie star name: Potato Wedges Bobby
Your fashion designer name is Cory Venice
Your socialite name is Corky Austin
Your fly girl / guy name is C McL
Your detective name is Chocolate Lab Anson
Your barfly name is Naked Tequila
Your soap opera name is Alan County
Your rock star name is Gummi Bears Jism
Your star wars name is Cortor McLjam
Your punk rock band name is The Restless Phallus
Cory Mac at 1:30 PM---
I haven't posted in quite a while because my life has been pretty damn good and I haven't had anything to bitch about. Does it seem a little weird that I'm not as apt to tell all of you about all of the joy in my life, but I sure will tell you about all the crappy stuff? Anyway, my run of How to Succeed in Business was really awesome and really fun! I also met a really awesome guy that I've been spending most of my time with. That's all for now. ciao!
Cory Mac at 3:54 PM---
So I get home at 1:00 and by 1:30 I have been accidentally punched in the face by a drunk person, I gave a stranger (guy) a lap dance, and stripped down to nothing save for a newspaper to hide my bits and pieces. Why you ask? I have no fuckin' idea... I haven't even had anything to drink.
Cory Mac at 1:29 AM---
Here's a color picture of me that was also taken when we took my headshot the other night. It's very rare that I actually take pictures that I like, so when I do I feel that I have to share them with the world...or at least the 5 people who read this site.
Cory Mac at 1:23 AM---
Oh to be able to say all that I want to say. I guess that I am a firm believer in the fact that if I write down everything that is wrong in my life, or everything that I want in life, I get one step closer to actually getting it. How I wish that were actually true. Lately I feel as if I could write and write until my fingers bleed and nothing will ever come of it. I'm on the verge of giving up hope. Is it too much to ask to have someone? I know you'll say, "you do have someone, in fact you have plenty of someones...," but you know what I really mean. I can only imagine what it would be like to lie there while they run their fingers through my hair. How would it feel to actually love someone with all my heart and be loved back just as much? I'm ready. Maybe I'm just trying too hard. I know good things come to those who wait, but I'm tired of wating...
Cory Mac at 1:13 AM---
Okay, so I think I'm becoming addicted to these online dating services. I spent pretty much my whole day (from 1:00p.m. until about 2:00a.m.) surfing around on them. This can't be a good thing. Maybe I should just grow the cojones to actually go out and meet people in real life. We'll have to see about that one...
Cory Mac at 2:17 PM---
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Cory Mac at 2:54 PM---
I'm convinced that satan invented dance belts...
Cory Mac at 5:30 PM---
Okay guys, this is my headshot for Sam Houston. Tell me what you think. If it's negative I swear to God I'll bitch slap you...just kidding. Anyway this was done at 2:30 this morning. I think it's pretty damn good considering that Tara is a cokehead and couldn't keep her hands steady. I actually ended up having to transpose the picture onto another background because the one we shot in front of was wrinkled and Tara's a perfectionist...blah blah blah.
p.s. this headshot has actually been doctored a little bit to give it more of an artistic effect. the actual one i used for sam houston wasn't retouched.
Cory Mac at 2:48 AM---
So...I kinda had sex with this guy at Margarita Rocks. It was nice...
Cory Mac at 12:06 AM---
Feeling much better about a lot of things. Still worried about my SHSU audition this friday...not to mention "How to Succeed" that opens on friday night! I still don't have a monologue or a definite audition song for Sam Houston auditions. I'm not going to worry about it that much though...I know that I have talent and ambition and that I will be able to show that to the audition judges. Oh, for those of you out there who pray...I have a friend whom I would like you to pray for. He's going through a tough time right now and he needs all the help he can get. Some of you know him and some of you don't, but that doesn't really make a difference. Goodnight world...
Cory Mac at 1:05 AM---
I'm so gonna regret writing that shit down when i'm sober...
Cory Mac at 4:16 AM---
okay, so i'm drunk which means that all of the rules that i made up for posting posts no longer applies at this point. i don't know what to do. i'm trying to become the kind of person that doesn't need someone else to make them happy, and it seemed like it was working for a while, but maybe i'm just the kind of person who was put on this earth to make other people happy...so if i don't have someone in particular to make happy i don't feel complete. all i know is that i hate it that i'm so honest. all that does is give other people room to disappoint me. God why does this have to be so fucking difficult? why can't i just be happy with what i have? what will it take to truly make me happy? why is it that i can only cry when i watch a sad movie or when i'm drunk? fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. why do i have to fuck things up by saying or asking too much? is there some sort of gene required to be copacetic with your situation that i just don't have for some reason? haven't i given enough love to people? isn't it about time that i get some back? i know that sound really selfish, but i'm serious. i've spent my whole life trying to please other people. when will someone go out of their way to try and please me? will i ever find my lobster? (i know that the "Friends" reference kind of kills the morose tone of the post, but hey...i can't be all depression and sadness can i?)
Cory Mac at 3:57 AM---
In light of the current situation that I am in I have chosen to overhaul my posts for the time being. I will now only put a few words that describe how my day went or how i feel.
Tired. Sick. Horny. Depressed.
Cory Mac at 10:39 PM---
This is my blogchalk:
United States, Texas, College Station, English, Spanish, Cory, Male, 16-20, basketball, movies.
